My depression has been very bad this past week.
The guard at Food 4 Less kicked me out and said I was stealing. I carry stuff in my bag because they never
have carts and I am a homosapien and can use tools. I have been shopping there for years like that and no one has
ever bothered me. He kept saying "It don't make sense" over and over and than " I don't want to hear it" whenever I
tried to make it make sense. I got home and got drunk and made an ass of myself over the phone asking the manager to
give me a manifest of every item I have supposedly stolen. I am feeling better now knowing I have an eternal soul
and that the conscious of the guard as well as anyone else I personaly don't like will be destroyed immediately
and irrevocably upon death like that of an animal's.
/s of course
I have been achieving my daily reading for the past three days. I have watched: KPop Demon Hunters and the first
2 seasons of Black Mirror. So far, if you don't count National Anthem as an episode since It's so different, the
score is 3-3 if someone gets cucked, which I find quite silly but it works. I also started watching "Spooky Month."
I made some oatmeal chocolate chip cookies, I'll make some more tomorrow.
I had a dream days ago but I never got around to writing it before forgeting most of it.
I think I walked up a hill and picked up some kind of monster which was like a small dog mixed with a mountain goat.
I took it back down and put it in my car with another, larger dog and drove away.
(I don't own a car nor do I know how to drive)
I think it was something about how I feel like an asshole walking mom's dog. I don't like him. He barks at everyone
and I have to drag my feet the whole time. I keep feeling like they are judging me like I'm the one who picked a dog
I can't handle.